THEM

Behind someone who tries to look okay everyday

There’s a weak self-standing that so dangerous

No one knows how scary the mask they wear is

They carry the heavy weight in their two-shoulders

Sometimes they fall into depression, compulsion, and their bad thought

Inferior and guilty are what’s left reality is rising and blocking them

How if the world throw them at the right point

They start thinking the unpredictable things

They start acting like they are not them

That’s all make they confuse of who are them

They feel someone is living in their body

They don’t even know if that’s the real them

A disunite personality separates their reality and illusion

There’s a conflict with her dream make their head sicks

Others judge them what is so simple and easy

It makes them feeling a social phobia

From that moment their mental state is polluted

They think everyone will understand if they write

Write what they feeling about in their blog

But hell no, no!

Everyone just know to judging more than understanding

They ask, “Why people look at me close-mindedly?”

Sometimes they afraid of their-self and hate it

For depression that playing back

They lose their passion and dream

They always compare their self with others

And then, because it all bothers them

They go to psychiatrist to get help

Psychiatrist ask to them for coming with their parents

But they won’t, they won’t make her parents sad

Sad when their parents realize

Their child is different from others

Then psychiatrist blaming them

That doctor speaks like they are not psychiatrist

The doctor said they hardly to know them

So it is the reason why they come there

The doctor ask them about the secret thing

The thing just they and God know that

They answer yes, sometimes, it’s usually comes

Then doctor give them pills

To control their life

But it doesn’t work

Why?

Because,

THEY ONLY NEED TO HEAR
THEY ONLY NEED FRIEND TO TALKING WITH
THEY ONLY NEED SOCIETY WILL ACCEPT THEM

THEY ONLY NEED A CARING FAMILY

December 27, 2017 - 22:11 PM

Written by JOY FARA